Warrior
Full of fun, adventure and uncertainty, that’s what the life of a warrior is all about. Moment by moment he is alive and his passion never dies. Life for him is an endless series of triumphs and defeats. Defeat gives him new energy to strike back, and winning leaves him with a withering sense of accomplishment. He is depressed after every war he wins because he can’t stand stability and routine. And he has to do something, which gives him a sense of vitality. He likes to be in the lap of death. And strife and strife increase his appetite for life. He is stubborn and never listens to anyone; he does only those things that he feels are right regardless of the impression his actions make in other people’s eyes. He wants to live life his way and experience everything about life. He may seem bored to the people around him because he is too involved in his own thoughts and plans, but through his inner eye he continues to notice everyone around him, even though he may seem disengaged or unconcerned. . He searches for every minute thing but doesn’t express it because it helps him in his day-to-day relationships. The soldier loves to be loved, since his only weapon is passion. This passion inspires him to conquer and boast before his beloved and feel that she has confidence in him.
He is afraid of many things, but the quality that sets him apart from others is that he maintains patience and faces the situation without knowing what will happen until the revelation of the situation. He knows that he will have to face defeat in many battles. He has a strong sense of self-respect and never easily trusts others. He knows that his ego will be hurt many times and he learns to handle it. He does not fear death because he knows that he has died several times in his life and has regenerated himself and physical death is an extension of the ego death that he faced many times in his life. People tend to look to him for support. And he is willing to help always and most of the time he helps.
He lives each and every thrill he encounters and slowly, as he gets older, he is able to master many of life’s pleasures and pains. He appears to be full and carries an aura of mystery around him. And many people are attracted by this mystery. Many times it happens in your life that you are alone and people don’t know you and suddenly one day you happen to be famous and all the people on the street greet you and you are well known again. This is his personal power and he knows how to use it. And this comes from his quality of not making others the center of his life, since he lives for himself, to satisfy his own respect, and not for others.
His qualities are that he is never stable but always oscillates between extremes in his work and feelings and thoughts but little by little and steadily he learns to tame his powerful and wild emotions that had created havoc in his life.
He not only fights on the battlefield but his life itself is a battlefield where he fights continuously and for that he has to be alert and focused and many times he has to risk his life making decisions that can stop his breathing and lead to disaster. . . But he goes on and gets used to those kinds of situations. He has depth in his eyes. And people can feel it, usually he is very funny and plays pranks on himself, but when he is angry and violent, people can’t resist him. People cannot take it for granted.
He is like a Scorpio, who is never defeated but when he is injured, the pain and the same feeling of revenge becomes the source of inspiration to continue his battle. But the truth is that life is really unfair to him and he has to follow a path that is not socially acceptable, but only these paths allow him to fully flourish so that he can help those people in society who have given him tears.
He believes in fate, and when he discovers that his plans and dreams are not working out the way he thought and when he begins to get the feeling that fate is against him, he thinks that he will somehow get what he wants through the various ways the universe operates or you won’t get what you want, but either way you’ll go with the flow and side with what’s going on.
There are many times in your life when you don’t get the recognition you want and you feel bad because you had to put a lot of energy and had to sacrifice a lot of your tasks for this purpose, but even though you feel bad at first, you continue and think that you have did the job as it was supposed to. And he continues, beyond. A lot of times he’s on the gossip list and a lot of people talk bad about him but he doesn’t care, and it’s not that he doesn’t care. He gets discouraged too, but keeps going. Many times in loneliness his eyes fill with tears and he cries looking at the sky and sometimes he moans to God for being so hard on him, but He knows that he is a WARRIOR and his duty is to fight and not rest until the end . the battle ends. Little by little he learns to be independent and self-motivated so as not to be affected by all kinds of criticism and injustice.
Many times an unknown fear surrounds him and he is not aware of what it is due to. This great warrior of ours suddenly behaves like a coward and fears every little situation and every person he meets. But then he accepts that fear is a state of mind and that everyone has to deal with it at some point in life. And this fear is because it is mandatory for every human being to have these feelings.
One day he falls in love. And something unusual happens, our warrior finds himself face to face with a quality that he had made and that he did not know. And that quality is PASSION. And history is witness that where there is a warrior there is passion and vice versa. And he gets to know his weapon that made him win so many battles and wars. He always felt as if something in him was lifted and empowered, but now he realizes that he was this quality that is the strength of him. He has a hard time committing to this quality, as with power comes responsibility. He later learns to tame this wild quality and has more power.
A lot of times it happens that you start to feel like you’re kidding yourself into thinking you’re a warrior and nothing but a fool and you’re living in a castle of your own delusional thoughts and those are the times when you’re really down . but again something in him regains consciousness and is a warrior with all might.